It’s been three weeks and I still haven’t entirely gotten over it.
And something tells me, I don’t think I ever will.
When the news of Yuuka Maeda’s graduation broke, I was standing in line waiting for the SNSD fanmeet in New York, which was pretty much the weirdest feeling in the world because I was super excited for one event while SIMULTANEOUSLY having my heart broken. And if anyone wants to know what happened next, well, after they herded everyone into the performance hall and started playing SNSD videos, I finally let the tears stream down my cheeks, in the dark, where no one could see.
It was the one goodbye I never wanted to face. And now it was just over two months away.